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Birthday: 18th Dec
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    Saturday, July 02, 2005
    well...i guess by now most should know that i was hospitalised because i got a heart attack on monday and was given a heart operation immediately. After this incident, now i realised that live and death are really so close, and i would cherish what i have now.

    Monday afternoon, 1.40pm, i was still sleeping, as usual, and suddenly there was a left sided chest pain, central crushing, radiating to arm and neck. The pain was terrible that i could hardly calm down, i jumped out of my bed (or i fell off my bed?)..and ran to the toilet while falling down a few times and knocked my head against the wall. I actually shit first..then i drank some tap water which soften my pain just a little. Then i got this thought, don't know why also, i want a shower, so i took my clothes and use cold water to shoer on myself and forced myself to drink plenty of tap water. Well..it got worse, i vomitted all the water out at once. Then i was lied flat on the ground suffering in great pain, it was really an ordeal.

    After 10 mins, i finally got myself up, and ran to the living room (still naked) and called my mum to ask her to come home immediately as the pain was really killing me. it was about 15 mins before her arrival, meanwhile, with some efforts, i managed to crawl back to the toilet and lied flat on the ground again.

    When my mummy reached home, she was shocked, totally out of situation, she called many clinices, but the doctors were unwilling to pay a visit at my hse. After more than an hour of struggling, i finally couldn't stand the pain and decided to call for an ambulance. The ambulance arrived in about 10 mins or so and i was sent to Changi General Hospital right away.

    Upon arriving at the hospital, i was given an ECG right away, a machine for a heart analysis i think? And the ECG showed acute inferior STEMI, which means, HEART ATTACK - POSITIVE. They gave me quitre a few medicines and a few injections immediately, then i was asked to sign a form for an operation. I was very blur at that time, feeling real bad, i just signed the paper and there i was pushed for an X-Ray and then into the operation room.

    *i shall not talk about the operation process, cos i was awake throughout the operation and it was really unpleasant.*

    i am tired now, i shall continue blogging tomorrow.................................................