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Nelson, Big Fat Cow
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Birthday: 18th Dec
Loves: everything
Hates: you!


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  • Those I Jailed
    Princess
    Macvis
    Shirley
    Suet
    xuemin
    geok fang
    delia chan
    adeline
    lynn tp
    KC drug addict
    JL
    Chi Sin Kahyan
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    layout: lyricaltragedy
    inspiration: reversescollide

    Tuesday, July 19, 2005
    what is life? is life supposed to be enjoyable or is it supposed to be suffering? i have no clue. I feel so lost, i don't understand. Why am i bornt in this world? what's the reason behind it? The human society is so ugly, so polluted, so stressful.

    I just wanted a simple life, but i can't. There were just too many things to consider, too many consequences, too many doubts. Sometimes i really wonder, what am i really going after in my life, to live for myself? to live for others?

    I have been searching for an answer for years, but i just couldn't find an answer to the question. Can someone pls guide me out of this darkness?

    maybe she can do it...i am waiting...