breathe easy

We have been together since 23.06.2003, now 10.08.2005, almost 2 years and 2 months. These 2 years were the happiest in my life, though there were many ups and downs, but it was here where i found the true meaning of love. You taught me how is being loved and to love someone feels like, it was soemthing i never knew. And as time went by, i just realised you have became part of my life, i just can't lose you, i can't.......................

I know u are afraid to lose me cos it's really hard for ya to change, but the truth is i am just as afraid as you. I am afraid that u would just give up and i would lose you. Many times, i had hurt you with my words, i always feel very sorry for that, i just wanted to tell you my mind, but i always ended up hurting you instead. I wanted to just keep quiet and give in, but i just couldn't do it.

But i want to let ya know that i will always stay by your side to help u, to give you support. I wouldn't want to leave you for any reason, cos my heart belongs to you, it won't works without your love. And pls promise me to always tell me what makes u sad, and what's happening to you, so i can react accordingly, if not i would just be a lost cow trying to figure out what happened to his beloved and hurt her again unintentionally. I know it's been hard on ya, but please stay by me!